Meanings.......Which Has Never Been Explained.

Today the day was so fun!! The starting was not that exciting but, I can bet anyone, after my dad came to visit us, life has changed completely, now everyday we have a "Family Session" kind of thing, and we talk about all our fun-memories, and laugh a lot!!
Now I sometimes think, life in here is not that bad. I can still have the smell of my country, the affection of our culture, and the happiness we had back there. But still there are some sort of things, which is missing, my nana-bhai (grandpa), nanu(grandma)!!
Last year, during Ramadan, we had done all our religious rituals together, but this year, I couldn't really realize what was happening, even during The Eid, when I called my nanu, and after talking with her, asked for nana-bhai I couldn't stop my tears when I heard his voice.
There was a time, when I was fasting alone, and my nana-bhai came to see me, and he said "Ushmi! I am feeling really bad, that my grand-daughter is hungry all day....." then I laughed, he started to tell his old-stories which I have heard 100times before, and by the time he fell asleep, but he was still talking with himself, I started crying.

If someone ask me, who is your favorite person in this world? my answer will be, "nana-bhai"
If someone ask me, who is the most interesting person in this world? my answer will be, "nana-bhai"
If someone ask me, who would you like to be in future? my answer will be, "nana-bhai"

sometimes I ask myself, why do I miss my country so much? I think thats because, I have brought everything I need here, but I forgot to bring two thing which I need more than any other thing in this world, my nana bhai and nanu

I miss you guyzzzz, nana-bhai I really miss when you work and I come from your back and scare you!!
I want you two to be with us, LOVE YOU xoxo